Twitter virgin

I've been twittering for a few weeks now, but I've just realized that I'm still a Twit-Virgin when I clicked on the link for @MadgesLife and found messages from others that I'd never even seen.

The one message made me think. It asked whether I'd kissed any pigs lately. The reality is that I haven't really kissed pigs or frogs or ANYONE lately and it's something that I'm really starting to miss. I'm a very loving and tactile person and at the moment I think I'm killing my kids with the overflow of affection.

I must say, I'm really missing it. STBEH wasn't exactly the most tactile of people, but at least I could give him a cuddle or a hug and he would reciprocate, which at least made me feel loved in some kind of way - and now there's nothing. I suppose this all makes me want to push for this divorce to get done even quicker so I can perhaps go out and at least get a good old fashioned snog! Will I be cheating if I snog someone before the divorce is over?

Maybe it's just the fact that I've not felt loved for such a long time that it's finally catching up with me. Well, I suppose not finally, but certainly now that uhmmm, the physical side of things... is off the menu (and has been since January I might add) that I'm just feeling a little needy as far as that's concerned.

I'm sure I'll survive, but it still doesn't take away the desire and basic human need.

Bring on singledom!!!

Madge